What a joy it would be to wake beside you in a world that’s pure and uncorrupted by wars; to wake beside you and feel the soft fire burning in every movement of your body!
What a joy it would be to see your exposed breasts gleaming in a golden room, as the dawn breaks once more on the ordinary miraculousness of existence!
What a joy it would be to touch the newness, the wildness, of that mysterious haven of awe and wonder, beyond this battlefield!
What a joy it would be to begin again at Genesis; to begin again, with all our senses undeadened by horror, or hatred … and all our chances before us!
I did not expect to find you here, among these little shells and things skittering from shore to shore in a vast eternity of sea-foam; but here you are, light years from when I met you, seeing the sea with eyes still open to astonishment.
I did not expect to see you, with your face lit up in eager joy, nor to feel the fading day being charged again by the sudden voltage of your touch; but here you are, as the night undresses in an alcove of dreams and moonbeams, uttering the long tidal gasp of a longing echoed from every shore.
Gasp was featured on The Chained Muse website, in a post titled Waves of You & Other Poetry, where it received some very positive feedback.
Email from The Madrigal Press:
Dear Martin, We found your work to be a truly striking, eloquent, and exceptional piece of art in the reading of our submissions, and we would be delighted to offer your poem ‘Gasp’ acceptance into our Verity issue. The swelling emotion, the elemental grandeur, your delicacy of reference to the subject. It is measured and marvellous. It is, quite frankly, exactly the type of piece we had in mind when drawing up the idea for this issue, and we cannot commend you enough on the sheer loveliness, thought, and talent you have put into this work. It would be an honour to publish it within this collection. Warmly, Helen and Tomás THE EDITORS The Madrigal Press, Dublin.
You do not speak about the sky at evening time and the old highway’s last offering of fire, or the chance that love may still embrace you at the sea’s edge.
You do not mention the jewelled tower overlooking the harbour, or those flameless rituals repeating themselves for whatever warmth they bring.
You do not utter a single syllable about the man who lies beside you, the man who knows nothing of your true desires.
You do not talk of the intimacies lingering beneath the skin of all that can’t be said, or how I’ve been travelling here to meet you since Eden blossomed.
You do not spare a thought for the way the light gleams on the bracelet I saw you wearing back in the room before birth.
But all evening, you quietly fan and flex the hope your present path is not forever; all evening, your hands are everywhere and you are happy.
Here, is where I am, and where I’ve come to see you, while the light remains, and there is time enough to embrace it;
here, where the ebb tide leaves its mark on the breathless face of passion, and the day lays bare the trembling world before us;
here, where a blue wave burns its fingers on the shingle of a shore it can’t hold onto, and where you walk alone in December’s dark light;
here, where you ponder the graceful dexterity of limbs no longer clinging to the rainy edges of a mountain, and where the glow of youth has faded from your hair;
here, where you are mulling over the marvel of your marvelous body and its slow descent from heaven to this gold labyrinth that has stolen all your dreams;
here, where you live a life of rigid self-control, and are less dismissive now of those dizzying desires driving fireflies to their doom;
here, where you fear the spectre of some dark unending nothing, and where you strive sometimes to unfreeze that flowing world beneath your veil of ice;
here, where you are sitting among the rocks in your blue robe, and only two small buttons away from baring all;
here, where my heart is a wind wrapping itself around the dead heat from your marriage bed, and where everything will happen if you only give the word;
for here is where I am, and where I’ve come to meet you, while the light remains, and you are ready now to enflame it.
Unleash the ballerina you conceal in modest allurements; unleash the light in your legs at midnight; take me slowly through the unused ballrooms of your real self.
Let me see you bare-shouldered and shimmering in your own skin; let me feel you, naked and alive, behind the long darkness of your mourning veil; let me taste in your lips the lingering traces of some pure primeval passion that never wanes.
Uncover temptation’s furnace: this desire that rages so quietly within; uncover the book of dreams in which your name lies next to mine; cast aside your mask of mannered apathy, and dance the great dance of longing and affirmation.